In a time of relative loss and no redemtion I look to the things I love. Things have been fairly difficult on a personal level in that I am trying to cope with a cleanse of sorts, become someone more in tune with who I say I am. I am in essence the person that takes no shit from anybody, strong in my womanhood but when push comes to shove do I define myself in truth? As I have heard often in the past few days about influences in my life, do actions speak louder than words? So in an attempt to make my future strong and my self stronger I have decided to keep only those influences that are positive and be true to my inner beliefs but it is that journey that is truly difficult.
What I love is to stand on the grass without my shoes on when it's just sunny enough and the grass is just green enough. What I love is to wear my high heels and dress up and maybe not have anywhere to go or anyone to impress and just see a movie that is not any good. I love to sit in the driveway that my Daddy built where our handprints were set before the cement dried and let the bugs crawl by and let the shade guard me and the trees blow in the breeze. I've taken to the outdoors to calm me down and I love the pond or the trees or the flag in the wind. I love a lot of things that contradict and many people will tell me that love must be defined but as I have said in my speeches, in my life and in my lectures love is all around and unconditional and so as I need it for me love is all around so I will love the little things.
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I think actions speak louder than words because words aren't enough. Spoken language may be a means of communication, but it is too inadequate to describe a person, as a person is too complex of a thing for it to interpret. I think you are what where your heart leads, you are the love in your eyes, the passion of your commitments, etc. And to put those in words, well you'd have to go Shakespearean and make up a new word!
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